Rain of pain

I stood endlessly
Drowning in my miseries
Watching the droplets fall from my hair
As I stared into the beautiful rain
Wondering if the skies had cried for me
Yet I can no longer differentiate;
the rain from my tears
Why won't you tell me the truth
But only lies?
Such a fool am I
To believe in those fathomable words of yours
Yet only Heaven knows
And weeps for
Such a fool standing with his pain


Note: K. sometimes J. wish u were right beside him. He needs you real badly; his only ally in this struggle.