Failure

All my life
I have been trying to figure out what went wrong
Those were the darkest time
Where sorrow was the past

All those demons whispering to me
That I'm such a failure
Failing to understand the world so cruel
And beauty so superficially addictive

All these while
You've been trying to prevail upon me
That I've always been a failure
So nothing I do will redeem myself

All my life; all these while
I've been hanging on for dear life
Telling myself a failure won't last forever
And sorrow was the past

From the chaos I arise to my grace
To prove all of them wrong
Hoping you will see all of these
That you were never beside me when it happen
the only Failure you see now is yourself